Coping

[STRANGER]

Do you find if difficult to cope with bipolar in your life?

[Jessica]

Since I have yet to see anyone else answere your posts or mine I will answere you back.

Im not sure if you are looking for a simple yes so you know your not the only one trying to cope or a sorta story line to go with it. So here it goes.

I am 26, I have officially known I was bipolar since I was 22. Being diagnosed and all. But looking back, and now knowing the signs and symptoms it is sorta like duh!

I find it extremely hard to cope. Not only coping with the things that fly at you due to having bipolar, but trying to cope with everyday stuff, or life stuff. It is extremely frusterating to me. Because the normal day to day, life stuff seems to be so much harder for me to del with compared to other people. And no one, I mean no one understands me when I try and say that. Not my mother, who also is bipolar, or my dad who we swear is manic everyday. or my younger sister who has had her own issues with depression. Not my head dr, or shrink, not even my therapist. That is the most frusterating one. I men I pay her to listen to me talk, but she only lets me talk if its something she wants to listen to and deal with, not what I actually need help dealing with.

Quite honestly I am beginning to getannoyed wit this site. I mean what good is it if no one ever communicates on here and all. So til IO see some more action on here this is my last post or response.

[STRANGER]

I find it difficult making hope out of nothing.
I plan to commit suicide in a few years after I take care of some bussiness in this life.